Connor couldn’t help but feel frustrated. He was just asleep minutes ago having a dream starring his mate and all of a sudden he just got excited not only because of the dream but because he felt sparks and electricity on his rock hard situation down there…
He could feel his mate on top of him as she was dry humping him, his hands were on her waist trying to hold her still but the feel of her was just driving him crazy. He didn’t want to open his eyes in case this was still a dream but he just wanted more.
“Uhhmm.” The moan was so soft as it rang in his ear as he felt his mate’s body against his and that was all it took to get him to open his eyes and he was surprised.
His mate was straddling his waist as she moved her lips ever so slowly as she was sitting directly on his hardened shaft. Her eyes were still closed as her head was resting on the crook of his neck and she looked so beautiful.
She moved her lips again as she snuggled closer to him and he bit back a moan. He slowly bent and moves closed to her cherry lips and kiss it very gentle. He tastes her sweet and soft lips as his hand move to her waist line and pulled her more closed to his body. Visit J o b n i b.com to read the complete chapters for free. If you are not reading this novel on Job ni b .c o m, some sentences are incomplete. She seductively called his name as her hands explored his bare chest, he could feel his muscles tense up and relax as she kept her hands on him and he knew he had to stop her.
He kisses her deeper and harder as he slowly touched her breast and heard a sweet moan. He gets more excited and wants to be inside her. He could feel Clell trying to come out and he not sure if his self-control was strong enough.
He swears it was like he added fuel to the fire. He could smell the air getting overpowered by lust as soon as he said her name.
“L-Louve… Louve.” He whispered at her and he stopped kissing her.
He shook her a bit and she moaned and snuggled closer to me. Connor patience was running thin as he clenched his teeth and shook her again and luckily this time she opened her beautiful bright brown eyes and looked at me with lust lingering on her eyes.
“I’m… aahhmm…” She tried to explain, but he stopped her as he sensed how uncomfortable she was.
“It’s okay; you don’t have to be embarrassed by it.”
She slowly got off of him, exposing the tent that has now formed in his boxer’s; she looked at it for a second and then blushed harder as she played with her hands.
“I’m sorry.” She apologized.
“No, don’t apologize you did nothing wrong, I wouldn’t mind waking up like that every morning.”
She looked at him for a while and then quickly turned away from him as soon as she realized he was looking back at her.
“I should get going now.” She said.
“Louve.” He called out to her as he grabbed her hand. “Please don’t go outside, other males would smell you sweet scent and see your beautiful body and if that happens I would have to kill them, so please stay here so that I don’t have to kill anyone.”
Louve quietly looked at him and stop.
“I’m just kidding, I won’t kill anyone but everyone will smell the arousal on you and that can get awkward really fast.”
She goes back to the bed and he pulled the sheets as to cover up her tempting body and he wasn’t kidding. He really would kill someone but she doesn’t need to know that.
Connor never begged nor have he asked nicely for something but for his mate, he is willing to change and have already started to change, that was all he thought about as she cutely looked down. Blushed and slowly went back to cuddling him.
He could tell she was embarrassed, honestly he was a little embarrassed too as he felt her trying to avoid making contact with the situation going on in his boxers. He can’t really help it but hopefully it’s gone by morning but that’s just hopeful thinking he know it is not going anywhere especially with her in bed with him. None the less he couldn’t help feeling at peace as he dozed off listening to his mate’s heartbeat.
Louve woke up an hour ago and now she taking a walk in the garden to clear her head, she was confused and frustrated with the whole situation.
She thinks they should try to talk to him again so that she can know what he wants.
“I agree with you on that but I just don’t want him to break my heart again, I don’t want him to abuse me or put me back to that cell again.” Harou said to her mind.
“It’s okay to be scared, I’m scared too because no matter how strong we are, we just can’t help being weak when we are with him.” Louve said to her wolf.
Suddenly someone called her.
“Luna!!!”
She turned around to see seven pack members looking at her with frustrated expressions.
“What’s wrong? What are you shouting for me, what happened?” Louve asked them.
“We are pack warriors sent by the Alpha Connor to look for you. Please follow us back to the pack house, the Alpha is worried about you.”
She hurriedly followed them to the pack house not wanting to make Connor even more angry.
When Connor saw Louve he hurriedly hugged her tightly.
“I can’t breathe…” She try to say as Connor now has her in a bone crushing hug.
Louve just stand there taking deep breaths when he hugs her again.
“I’m sorry.” Connor says as he holds her in his arms, and slowly hug him back as he continues to cares her.
They stand there in each other’s arms when he lifts her up and carries her to his office and gently places her down on his chair as if she was as fragile as glass.
“Is mate alright?” Harou asked her in her mind.
Louve slowly run her fingers from his neck to his chin and tug on it and lift his face to meet her eyes.
“Are you okay?” She asked him as he refuses to look into her eyes.
“Nothing.”
That’s the only answer she got. She hesitates before he wraps her arms around him and gives him comfort. She could feel something wet on her shoulder but she didn’t want to point it out as he silently cried on her shoulder.
After a while he stops crying and they just lay on the floor in each other’s arms.
“Maybe he’s hurt because we left this morning, after he told us not to leave the room.” Harou said to her mind.
“I’m sorry I left this morning, I just went to the garden, I didn’t mean to make you mad. I swear I wouldn’t hurt you on pur- ”
She actually can’t continue her sentences because Connor already kissing her lips and she was surprised of that kissed.
It was gentle, tender and soft that slowly she feels like goose-bumps in her body. He hold the back of her and kissed her more deeper while his other hand hug her waist line and pulled her closer to his body.
She kissed him back and she felt he lifted her in the ground and she hug his shoulder tightly. Connor almost lost control when he kissed her sweet lips, he need to stop before anything will happen.
They lips separated to each other while there are reaching for some air to breath and their eyes met and waiting for more kiss, but Connor slowly let go of her.
He gulped his saliva and said, “Don’t apologize it’s not your fault… It’s mine. I’m not mad at you, I’m just ashamed of myself, so don’t blame yourself. It’s not your fault that you got a messed up bastard as a mate.”
After he said that, he walked away and left the room.
Louve decided to give him some space and so she went to the kitchen and made some sandwiches. She nicely asked May to give Connor his lunch as she quietly ate hers.
She spent the whole day in her room reading a book as she kept on wondering what caused Connor to have a breakdown.
She was getting dressed in a large shirt that she borrowed from Connor when there was a knock on her door.
Her excitement disappeared as soon as she saw May coming in with dinner.
“Don’t look so happy to see me.” May said in a sarcastic tone as she saw her disappointment.
“I’m sorry; I thought it was the Alpha.” She said.
“I don’t think he would like it if you called him Alpha.” May said as she sat on the chair and put down the food tray in the table. “Please give him some time; I am not saying that you should forgive him because I know it’s hard. What I am trying to say is that he is just a troubled man haunted by his past. The future of this pack depends on him; all we ask is that you give him some time and maybe even a second chance?”
Louve listen to her very well.
“Veronica really did a number on him and that’s not even half of it. I am not at liberty to say more; it’s not my story to tell.” May said as she held her hands.
“I just don’t know any more May, he is so confusing it’s driving me crazy. I just can’t promise anything because clearly our relationship isn’t working since he can’t even talk to me not to mention looking at me. He is just… hmmmp!”
“Calm down, don’t scream he might just hear you and think you are in trouble. Just breathe okay, we are not asking you to marry him, just hang in there and follow your heart and we will have your back no matter what your choice ends up being. Good night Luna.” May said as she stood up and left the room.
Leaving her wondering what exactly happened to him, not that anything would be reason enough for what he did. She went through some terrible stuff too, she is a rogue for goodness sake but she is not walking around being meant to her mate and who the hell is Veronica? Is she one of his bimbos?
Louve kept tossing and turning all night. She just can’t seem to fall asleep, all she thinks about is him and it’s driving her crazy not knowing why he was so angry and hurt. She just can’t get him out of her head.
That’s it. She tried to wake him up and demand for him to talk to her. How dare he deprive her of her sleep!
She angrily opens the door and collides to a hard chest as arms hold her in place.
She can tell by the sparks running through her body that it is him and so she furiously rip his hands off her and slap him.
He looks at her with shock when she grab his hand and drag him to her room and loudly close the door.
“What’s wrong? You look mad.” He says and she just harshly pushes him to the bed.
“Not that I mind or anything, but are you planning on taking advantage of me?” He frowned while looking at her confusingly.
Louve ignore him as she lock the door and walk towards him.
“Okay now I’m scared, what’s going on, are you in heat or something?”
Connor says as he starts to get off the bed when she push him back and sit on top of him so that she straddling him while she told him back when he tries to move.
“I didn’t know that you like it rough, my Queen.”
Louve slowly moved closer to him and kissed his neck and then softly bit on his ear and whispered.
“I am tired of playing whatever this game is, all I want is for us to talk and finish whatever unfinished business we have so that you can tell me why the hell you brought me back here when you clearly don’t want me? That way I can know exactly what is going on with my life.”
“I’m not playing any game with you. I already told you that I want you to live here.” Connor said as he flipped her around so that he is now on top of her.
“You bastard!” She screamed as she pushed him away and punched him in the chin. He won’t even deny that he doesn’t want her.
“What is it with you hitting me?” He says clenching his fists.
“Oh, please… don’t be a baby about it you’ve done worse to me and that was when I was your mate.”
He visibly flinched away when she said that to the point where she almost regretted it but she didn’t.
“You are still my mate!” He said with a slightly angry but hurt expression.
“Hell no! I’m not your mate, I rejected you, remember?” She sound mean but she don’t care.
“You don’t have to rub salt to my wounds, besides I didn’t accept your rejection so you are still my mate whether you like it or not!” He said.
“Why don’t you accept my rejection? That’s probably why you brought me back her, isn’t it?” She asked while looking at him.
“I didn’t bring you here to accept your rejection and if you think I will do it then I permit you to wait for eternity.”
“Then why did you bring me back here since you clearly don’t want me?”
“What the hell are you talking about? Don’t dare pretend like you don’t know why I brought you back. Even blind men can see that I… I-I…”
“You what?! You can’t even say it, can you? It’s because you know that I’m right, you are just playing me so you can have revenge because I rejected you. You can’t even say it. Just do it. I am a big girl and I can handle it. What do you want? Exactly, what is it that you want from me?” Louve asked him with tears in her eyes.
“I want you! I just want you back, that’s all I want, I don’t care if you hate me. I want your forgiveness but I won’t dare ask for it because I can’t even forgive myself. I know that I don’t deserve you, which is why I am ashamed of myself for being selfish and wanting you all for myself, while knowing you deserve better than me. I just want you.” He said as he sit down on the bed.
She opened and closed her mouth as she struggled to get the words out of her mouth.
“You don’t have to say anything. I know that you don’t want anything to do with me after I almost killed you. I also know that you have a life outside of my pack Harou must be looking for you since you are her companion and stuff.”
Louve still couldn’t form any words as he slowly ran his fingers on her cheek.
“I can’t let you go and I apologize for that. All I can offer you is a forty five minute head start to run away from my territory and after those painful thirty minutes, I will hunt you down and if I find you, you will have to stay here whether you like it or not. Your forty five minutes starts now.”
Connor said as he opened the door.
Louve headed for the door and she couldn’t stop herself. She didn’t want to stop herself. What she did shocked her to her core, she still can’t believe it.
She can’t believe that he opened the door for her to leave and she slammed him against the same door and kissed him!
His lips were so soft, it took her a moment to realize that he wasn’t kissing her back and her heart broke as she tried to move away from him only for him to pull her back by her waist and passionately kiss her back.
She swears she was flying, she could just feel her past self-yelling at her for not doing this sooner.
He was so gentle as if she would break at any slight miscalculation, she felt sparks all over her body and she couldn’t help but moan at the pleasure she was feeling.
It was as if her moan was all he needed before he bit her lip asking for entrance as his hands restlessly moved all over her body.
She felt fireworks as they lips moved in sync and their tongues dances together.