Emma
I wasn’t sure what to expect when I asked to spend my last night with Jayden. He wasn’t like the others who wore their hearts on their sleeves around me, but no matter how well he could get lost in the background, I see him. I always see him. He’s silent and reserved but not with me. I can see all of him and yet this took me by surprise. I knew he needed this time with me more than the others but this….
His sudden desperation to feel every part of me was intense and he made quick work of removing most of my clothes. His kisses are deep and mind-numbing. I can’t form a sing thought other than the feeling of his hands against my bare skin. Once he removes my shirt I grab for his and with his help, I am able to see what he kept hidden all the time.
Underneath his dark hoodies, and loose t-shirts is a lean muscular body that is calling for me to touch. So I do. I let my eyes drink him in and I push past any nerves I am feeling and let my hands run down his muscular chest.
“You have been holding out on me Jay,” I say with a playful smirk.
“Emma…” he says almost like a warning before he grabs my wrists making me gasp as he pulls are my body crashes into him. “Let’s not waste any more time. I want to explore every part of you all night.”
I swallow the tight knot suddenly forming from his words. Before I can reply or speak at all his lips are meeting mine in a kiss that instantly makes my knees weak.
“Take off the rest of your clothes.” He says releasing me.
I step back from him and keep my eyes locked with his as I remove the remaining pieces of my clothes. Her eyes hungrily take in my exposed body and I try my best to ignore the urge to cover myself. He walks toward me and places his hands on either side of my face.
“You’re beautiful Emma. So beautiful.” He says meeting my lips again.
His hands slowly move down my neck and arms making me shiver from the warmth of his skin against mine. He presses a too quick kiss to the corner of my mouth before moving down the side of my neck nipping at my skin between kisses. The bites are playful but they send a jolt of excitement through me. Ideas of him biting a little harder flash through my mind for some reason and I shudder at the thought.
I tilt my head to the side to expose more of my neck to him. He welcomes the invitation and moves down my collar bone while brushing light fingertips against my sides and down to my hips.
His hands are everywhere, feeling every piece of me and I can’t resist running my fingers slowly along his smooth muscular back.
He isn’t as built as Asher or Logan, he is slimmer than them but he is still very fit. Even though he seemed in a hurry to start, his touches have turned slow and drawn out like he is trying to put every inch of me to memory.
“Jayden…” I say his name as both a whispered encouragement but also as a question.
“Sorry. I just need to feel you. You leaving us tomorrow is killing me.” He says making another round of kissing along my neck.
He slowly moves forward forcing me back until my legs hit the edge of his bed. With a single finger against my chest, he makes me lower myself to the bed and he moves with me, crowing himself over my body. Our lips meet again and my body arches toward him trying to take as much as I can from this kiss. Too soon he breaks the kiss and stands. My eyes follow his every movement and when he starts to undo his pants I reach for him instead. I keep my eyes on him as I slowly lower his zipper and hook my fingers into the hoops of his pants and pull them all the way down.
I am in the perfect position to see how turned on he is so I don’t hesitate to pull the black boxers he is wearing as well. He groans as the fabric brushes against his hardening length. His hands reach out and tangle into my hair and I move without much thought and wrap my hand around him. His hips buck at the sudden pressure and with no real experience doing this I let his reactions show me what to do.
I watch his hips move in a rhythm and swallow down any last bits of anxiety I am feeling and do something even he didn’t expect. I lean forward and brush my lips against his top and he shudders. The hand in my hair tightens to stop
me.
“Wait.” He says breathlessly. “I want to be inside you. We can play another time.”
I let out a breathy laugh and move back onto the bed. I pull myself further up in the bed ready for him to follow. He moves quickly, chasing my lips before I am lying completely on the bed. The urgency from before has returned and he uses his knees to encourage me to open my legs for him. When I do, he lowers his hips to mine and grinds himself against me. He seems to be working himself into a frenzy and I am waiting for his control to snap.
He keeps our lips locked together as he runs his free hand slowly up my thigh and past my hips. His fingers dance softly against my stomach and stop just below my left breast. His lips break free from my now swollen lips and he kisses down my neck a little quicker this time but he doesn’t stop. The hand under my breast moves higher and he messages it before sucking on the sensitive skin and making me whimper.
He needs to move this along or I will have to take over.
“Are you on the pill?” He asks lifting his head to look at me.
“What?” The question takes me off guard for a second. “Yeah, I started after my time with Asher. Why?”
“Because I don’t want anything between us when I make you come.” My eyes widen but I don’t get a chance to say a word more before his lips find mine again in a punishing kiss.
Without a word more he is lined up against me and slowly pushing into me. I pull away from our kiss to gasp at the feeling of him inching inside me. He groans and drops his head to my shoulder pushing deeper until he is fully inside me. We both still while I adjust to the feeling.
“So tight.” He says against my ear and a shiver runs along my skin from his breaths fanning out a small area of my hair.
A few seconds pass and he slowly starts to move. Everything feels sensitive and my breaths come out short as he starts to move a little faster. I reach out and dig my fingers into his back which seems to only spur him on to move faster. I can feel how desperate he is with every thrust and I open myself up for him to satisfy his every need. I trust him completely.
“Are you okay?” He asks slowing to at a calmer pace.
I nod. “Yes.”
His lips meet mine and my eyes fall shut and I let myself just feel it all.
“You feel so good, Emma. You’re so beautiful.” He says his lips hovering so close to mine.
He moves slow and deep into me for so long it feels like hours have passed. My body feels like putty in his hands as he runs his fingers all over me making me shiver. His hands run down my sides and hook under my leg pulling it lower to him as he grinds deeper into me.
“Jayden…” I don’t know what I wanted to say to him because I’m cut off by my body shuttering and tensing.
My breaths are shaky and he follows soon after as I clench around him. He lets out a groan before dropping on top of me but not hard enough to crush me. I run my fingers through his hair while he catches his breath. Slowly he removes himself from inside me and rolls to lay beside me.
He takes a few moments to catch his breath before he is up and heading to the bathroom. I hear water running and I assume he has jumped in the shower, but he comes back out and moves to my side of the bed.
“How about a bath?” He asks me and before I can answer, he lifts me into his arms and I wrap my arms around his neck.
He walks me into the bathroom and steam is already collecting in the mirror. The bath is only half-filled but he lowers me inside before climbing in behind me. We sit in silence while the water continues to fill the tub. I let my head lull back and rest against his shoulder. He wraps his arms around me and leaves lazy kisses on my neck and shoulder.
This night really was perfect and exactly what I needed. I know Jayden needed it too because he tries to be strong for the guys. He tries to bring them down when they are stressed and emotional. This whole thing is going to wreck them and he will have to be the one that keeps everyone grounded. That’s why we needed this night. He can let that facade fall away with me and he can tell me everything he is feeling.
The thing about Jayden though is that he doesn’t have to say a thing. I know how he feels for me. By the way he watches me, protects me in shadows, by every little thing he does that no one else sees. My guardian angel. My dark prince.